midnight duet

i didn't realize how difficult it would be to read without understanding
that the unindented lines are me and the indented ones are her.

midnight duet

i love you
... no one says i love you like that
i love you
... you've no reason to say it that way
though i will not go back on what i say
... when you say...
i love you

i have loved you from the start
... you cannot leave my heart
i have been longing to say it
... but you haven't the nerve to play it
but this is yet now
... when your leaving?
and i'm using words
... i'm screaming!
and i cannot express the way i feel
... is this real?

i love you
... yes i know you do
and i care for you
... i care for you too
then why don't you
ever tell me
these things you feel
... i cannot know
... what's deep inside
... these wounds won't heal
when you left him
... when i left who
oh i think you know
you were at the show
on new years eve
... i saw you there
... playing on stage
and i know
yes i know
i said within myself
if i can just have that

and i loved you
... but you couldn't have seen me
i was jealous
... you couldn't have known
i saw your face
full of grace
like an angel it seemed
... and you played with all
... your hearts desire
... but i didn't know

didn't know?
... that i loved you
ah you say it now
... yes i love you
... and without a doubt
... there is no one
... on earth for me
... who will love me this way

i'm trying

... and i love you
but i'm leaving
... because it must be this way
... but for how long
... because i have prayed
... for the pain of you
... to leave me

as have i
but i didn't see
that i was already free
... you still bleed?
yes and it still hurts
but there's nothing to fix
because this is what...

fine feels like
... the pain?
no the joy!
and it's what everyday should be like
...like rain?
no like sun
and love and fun
and dancing all day...

... but you're leaving.

Copyright 2008 by pauly hart

The wise sayings of Ratuna Fonsaire

The only difference between a big ass and a healthy butt is about 24 inches

I want to be the leader of all of the anarchists

If I was a teen superstar and I was featured in Teen-Beat Magazine, I would be
very ashamed if people put a poster of me on their wall.

If it were up to me: Heavy set, unibrowed Itallian mafia types wouldn't be allowed
to wear thick gold necklaces, cause it might get caught in their chest-hair...
And we should really be nice to people like that.

I've often wondered about the secret life of Bruce Willis. The guy makes a lot
of money and then goes around doing cameos in crappy movies. I mean, if I were
a famous actor and had money out the wazoo then would I make crappy movie
apperances? I don't know, perhaps the life of the famous and wealthy is too
challenging to sit at home all of the time. Maybe he cameos in movies that
suck just so people won't forget him. Uh, you know, that one guy.

Doesn't it bug you when other people smoke? I mean, like: Hey! That's money
that you could be spending on MY bad habits!

I think that if I were a black cat I would spend all day on fence-posts and
just look cute but then go "Rarrrw!" everytime someone came near me to pet me
... Or maybe if I was an indoors dog and it was like 3:30 in the morning I
would bark and wake everyone up and when they came to see what was the matter
I would stand in front of the basement door and just growl, and then when my
master came back with a baseball bat I would just wag my tail and trot away
and be like: WHAT???

If I was a girl I would get a tattoo on my bikini line that said: "I want to be
with steve" cause then when every guy got to third base with me they would be
like: "Hey! Who's Steve?"

You know... What's with bears? They're big, ugly, smell terrible and eat people!
So why did my mother make me sleep with them as a child?

I often wonder why the sky is blue and then I think - Oh it's because of
certain wavelengths in our color spectrum are reflected out of the Earths
Ionosphere and then I close my eyes and cry... cause that's just messed up.

I love looking down into the toilet at my dump before I wipe, cause it's really
cool to just see it sitting there all helpless, forlorn, and alone... and wiggly.
But then I notice that it's a big tapeworm and it makes me mad because: "Hey
that's MY lunch".



A daily guide to wiser living

By: Pauly Hart

© Pauly Hart 2007


1) Only the presence of a larger threat can stop the cats from fighting.
2) A fickle employer never yields a just paycheck.
3) Your presence in a shady business deal never leaves more light than it takes.
4) Those who roam the night all have sin in common.
5) The presence of alcohol leads to much raucous behavior.
6) Danger on the outside often brings out our insides.
7) Foresight is never a blessing when it drags regret behind.
8) A carpet with a wrinkle has defeated its own purpose.
9) Never stir a bees nest without a direct plan of escape.
10) Never read more than you can act upon.
11) Television is a perfect medium, if waste is your pastime.
12) Living off of digested truths alone is like drinking urine.
13) Finding truth in a song without personal reflection shoots the artist in the foot.
14) Practical application without prior planning is a syncope of wisdom.
15) Like termites eat wood, a man with non-productive hobbies devours his own life.
16) Time well managed is time aptly gained.
17) Both cop and robber have a relation with the victim.
18) Entertainment is reasonable, but not at the expense of your morals.
19) Spitting and cussing are often called for, but best hidden.
20) A door without a handle is just another wall.
21) Wisdom says to oil all the wheels before they begin to squeak.
22) Hiring people smarter than you is practical only if you plan to succeed.
23) Dogs and humans often wander in search of something to serve.
24) A book unread should at least lend itself in practicality in helping feed a fire.
25) Sex is a weapon.
26) Any relationship forged out of drunkenness, evaporates with the morning.
27) "Round Two" is rarely a neutral statement.
28) There is no one smarter than he who loves openly.
29) Rolling stones cannot roll forever.
30) Entering a dark room without announcing yourself is folly.
31) The only time to change is now.


1) The human brain is an ever-expanding library.
2) Knowing your capabilities is just as important as knowing your limitations.
3) Mankind is involved in a futile struggle to defeat and confound the very earth that holds him.
4) The mob hears the concert. The artist hears himself.
5) A stagnant man brews death.
6) Idleness is the common denominator of the poor.
7) Those who protect a constitution or ideal cannot be protected by it.
8) The ecosystem rarely centers in on the largest and smallest. Usually the most important items are those that are in between.
9) Man is the only animal without prompting to defeat its own instincts.
10) I believe in Sentient Alien Life. I believe in God.
11) Mankind's response to the invisible world is either amusement or awe.
12) A vessel is only as productive as its owner.
13) Aside from possession, ownership often involves much red tape and paperwork.
14) Every love story starts with romance. A truly great love story ends with commitment.
15) A prudent man learns from his own mistakes. A wise man learns from the mistakes of the prudent man. A king learns from the wise men.
16) It is easier to turn on light than it is to turn on darkness.
17) If a picture is worth a thousand words, then an idea is worth a thousand pictures.
18) A zero defines absolute nothing. Adding a zero after any number increases everything.
19) A bullet without discharge accomplishes nothing.
20) Many of us make no plans of gain, only plans of continuance.
21) Inertia in ones life keeps us from seeing the opportune side streets. Inertia also keeps us single-minded and true in a single purpose.
22) Knowing who you are is fundamental to making any important conclusion as to where you are going.
23) A well-kept checkbook is kept by both the fearful and faithful.
24) A receipt most often proves nothing except that you now own more junk.
25) Many of us unintentionally substitute love with money.
26) Making money isn’t hard if you possess the knack. Possessing the knack is difficult.
27) Without Emotion, Logic is a cold killer. Without Logic, Emotion is a teary-eyed wreck.
28) A cannon is only valuable in war if the powder is dry.
29) To add an extra day to ones life does not create more time. It only gives the procrastinator more time to practice sloth.


1) The areas of ones greatest strength is often their same area of greatest weakness.
2) It is quicker to destroy than to build. It is quicker to build than to rebuild.
3) There is no reason that breasts should entertain men other than the fact that they do not yet own a pair.
4) A poor mans wallet are like a staircase that go nowhere.
5) The larger the suitcase, the more one feels one should take along.
6) A beautiful sunset is a dramatic conclusion to a sky who has completed a job well done.
7) The guitar is like the hammer to the music industry. When used properly, something great is built. When abused, all we hear is the noise of futility.
8) Time heals all wounds but forgiveness erases all scars.
9) A photo album has more power than we attribute it. Yesterday’s truths, upon reflection, are often embarrassing.
10) The person who looks himself in the mirror and tells himself “I Love You” with conviction has found within himself the person worth loving.
11) Words of reason are but mindless prattle when not heeded.
12) Good resources help you do good. Good friends help you be good.
13) A loose woman is a bell in the breeze. Pretty at first but steadily more and more annoying as time goes on.
14) The sword is but 1% of the metal a knight possesses. Yet it is the only solely offensive piece.
15) A man of no morals is a car with no engine. A show model who is taking you nowhere.
16) Children’s hands are the most imaginative tools in the world.
17) Paranoia is the alarm that never lets opportunity knock.
18) Perspiration tells us to stop. Perseverance tells us to go.
19) We miss the point that out of the web of life’s choices, there is but one spider.
20) Thieves are on borrowed time. Everyone gets caught.
21) As concentration is to eyesight, focusing first comes from being aware.
22) Not all beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Some actions are ugly in every ways.
23) Our distinct personal realities dictate our reactions in any event.
24) Sex is like wine. Drank in appreciation serves to keep you healthy… Yet one can become addicted to anything.
25) A cushions involvement implies that there would be pain without its involvement.
26) Controlling ones destiny is as easy as controlling ones actions.
27) A reaction and response are generally two opposite choices.
28) Like lava out of a volcano, gossip gets everywhere and harms everything.
29) Without space, time would move nothing though the centuries.
30) Men dismiss too many stories based solely upon their inexperience. Men believe too many stories based upon their fears.
31) The worker appreciates the value of his money… the inheritor does not.


1) A fools money is soon someone else’s.
2) A brick is only as sturdy as the mason who laid it.
3) Too much of any one thing could be considered a curse.
4) Outward design is dependant upon inward reflection.
5) A positive approach brightens the drabbest of days.
6) Age and maturity are usually set to different barometers.
7) The smallest of things can cause the largest of circumstances.
8) A visit to paradise makes the return trip hated.
9) Practice makes more practice. More practice makes better practice. Better practice makes perfect practice. Perfect practice makes a perfect performance.
10) Rudeness and truth are often partners, yet truth tempered with a smile wins the argument.
11) To template ones originality diffuses the explosion of greatness.
12) With age, stretching often supercedes the workout.
13) Youth fades into wrinkles like day fades into night. A beautiful sunset awaits us all.
14) Relationships bought only rot the fruit of it. Relationships earned always serve the best wine.
15) A day for a child is a season long. A season for the elderly seems to last for just a day.
16) The death of young love strangles the heart.
17) To internalize strong emotion dams up the springs of your life.
18) A game played well is a joy for everyone without pride.
19) Hardness of heart breeds hardness of head.
20) Better a multitude of friends than a multitude of gifts.
21) Patience is cultivated, never bought.
22) Gentleness soothes both the child and parent.
23) Children are the wealth of the world.
24) Without rain, everything withers.
25) Insight into action causes all to be wise.
26) Learning many trades serves to increase ones wealth, as does learning one trade remarkably well.
27) The many use time and energy to create money. The few use money to create wealth.
28) The benefit of money is not money alone. It is the joy of giving it away.
29) Hard work develops a wage, yet smart work develops accomplishments.
30) Shallow mindedness breeds discontent.


1) Sharing is the hardest but also the most rewarding thing any human could ever do.
2) Most women need to feel protected. Conversely, most men feel a need to protect.
3) Inferiority in thinking only comes when you bring in superiority.
4) Perfection is never attained. Only our idea of it.
5) A hole isn’t there, just everything around it is.
6) Our own reality determines our own morality.
7) Like the tide, emotions rise and fall away.
8) Like a cloud full of poison, an evil man blows in, only to rain destruction.
9) Never despise pennies. Pennies make up dollars.
10) The best leaders learn to rule by following.
11) A misunderstood ruler forces the nation into destruction.
12) We all stand on the shoulders of giants, even when others stand on us.
13) If the collective universe is still expanding, so is the collective mind to explore it.
14) Hearing is not listening is not understanding is not caring.
15) Compassion is the hardest attribute to grasp.
16) Gossip is like a weed fertilizer. kills the crop but allows the scrub to flourish.
17) Stolen goods only seem nice. They exact more of a price than most can guess.
18) Never substitute a friend for an object of sexuality.
19) Acquaintances become friends only after a tax of some kind.
20) Thinking out loud is more trouble than prayer.
21) I would rather be pursued by the hounds of Heaven, than the hounds of Hell.
22) We often desire what we cannot have, defeating our own dreams in the process.
23) A wicked lover drains the soul as well as the pocketbook.
24) People trust what they see with their eyes as well as what they feel in their hearts, even if both are just an illusion.
25) Like sardines in a can, the corrupt only reveal themselves when their intentions are pried open.
26) Stopping a car involves power or authority. A stop sign has no power but all authority - Whereas an elephant has no authority, but all power to do so.
27) Let us change now what our children watch, and we will change our countries final destination.
28) I have rarely seen a public servant serve the public.
29) Happiness and joy should never be mistaken for one another. While happiness is the orgasm, joy is the cuddle afterward.
30) While my investments mature, so should my attitude to use them.
31) Industry produces satisfaction. Leisure produces longing.


1) Overcoming stereotypes requires mental acrobatics.
2) Only by the corrupt teachings of their elders, do children lose their zeal of life.
3) We “need” but a few things. The rest are based in desire.
4) Most men decide what to buy before shopping. Most women decide what to buy during shopping.
5) All machines are tools. Even tools designed for evil purposes can have some redeeming quality.
6) Frustration can spur you to change or can simply spur you.
7) As the duck plucks himself to float, so must we do in times of stress.
8) Like oil and water mix, so does a liar and the truth.
9) If people are but clouds, then let the cumulous pass me by while I soar into the stratosphere.
10) Transparency and truthfulness are twins.
11) Only when something is lost, does one miss it.
12) Hope in television for the producer is twofold. The hope that the masses accept your product… and the hope that the masses will act upon your products promises.
13) A worn book is either discarded or read again more tenderly.
14) Nature thwarts mans’ best efforts. The hopeful, however, still build houses on the floodplain.
15) Except for abortion, war is the worst population control ever conceived.
16) Why question Japan's grasp on the future? They are the only country on Earth that lives with a post-apocalyptic past.
17) If one can argue that 2 and 2 is not only 4 but also 22, then everything you have learned in school is suddenly suspect.
18) If idle hands lead to evil, then are busy hands always good?
19) If we cannot question God, then who is there left to question?
20) If idolatry is sin, then why do we still search for idols?
21) In boredom, one finds either creative construction, or creative destruction.
22) Why does envy so easily ensnare us from those that are closest to us, instead of from complete strangers?
23) Love is a vast and generic word. True love however is usually reserved for lovers, children, pets or hobbies. Why hobbies? I believe it is because ones hobbies defines ones person.
24) Psychiatrists strive to fix the pain that they so often see in themselves.
25) Does the work we perform indicate our value as a person or does our value arise from something deeper than our career?
26) Allowing children to suffer suffocates ones own soul.
27) Survival is not saying: “I can live.” It is saying: “I will live.”
28) Many times what we will not take sitting down, we will stand up and brace ourselves against the wind of it.
29) If those closest to us ever knew our inward thoughts, how many would instantly cease their acknowledgment that they ever really knew us at all.
30) Wars have been fought for love, but what love has caused any wars?


1) Imagination is a tool wildly regarded in theory, but taken for granted in application.
2) There are only two types of people in life. The Faithful and the Fearful.
3) There is no predestined “one person for us”. There is only the person that we are with. Perseverance makes them the “only person for us”.
4) The ignorant believe in revolution without change.
5) For all of the things that we want to do, we have not the time to do them.
6) There are no temporary fixes in parenting. Patches cause more pain than they are worth.
7) Narrow horizons in any search debilitates and destroys the whole quest.
8) In periods of economic crisis, wealth is never lost… simply transferred.
9) Forgive those that offend you even if they don’t deserve it. No one deserves it. Forgive anyway.
10) Warn your children of the world, do not war your children against the world.
11) Ignorant bliss require nothing and nothing only.
12) Men are still hunting just as women are still gathering.
13) Hate is not evil in itself. Hate is many things, including human.
14) Much wisdom and little patience makes all decisions collapse.
15) Potential is limited by imagination.
16) Impulsiveness is held in high regard by the morally blind.
17) An extra room is never full of important things.
18) The fool believes in success without work.
19) Believe and then do good. No-one loves a braggart.
20) Is it in a person to defeat loneliness just by adding people to his life?
21) If you continue to cover up one lie with more lies, you eventually find yourself with a monster that you cannot control.
22) The things talked about the most are those most likely to be believed.
23) Fools long for the taste of something that they did not order.
24) War is the answer to any political question. It is the worst answer, however, it is one of the most widely embraced.
25) Truth is found more often with our hearts than with our eyes.
26) Collaboration exists because fools tend to stick together.
27) Our ability to absorb facts seems to leak with age.
28) Necessity outweighs caution - John Conrad
29) The way to the heart is neither the eyes nor the stomach. The way into the heart is through the heart.
30) No one truly agrees with a bully. Those few that do side with him out of fear.
31) It doesn't matter whether you are in front of or behind an accident, as long as you are not part of one. -John Conrad


1) Time is a commodity that most people take for granted. Only the wise invest it well.
2) Common sense should be renamed average sense; maybe then more people would use it.
3) When you give up on a dream, part of you dies with that dream.
4) The paycheck should be all the payment you need. You agreed to it when you started the job.
5) Just as technology and science lend to solving puzzles, they also lend to creating disasters.
6) Within every human exists the possibility of the greatest endeavor and the basest of sins.
7) Fractional Reserve Lending is the largest sin of our modern world.
8) Each relationship with
those around you creates a synergy of smaller societies within the macro-society in
which you find yourself living.
9) Mothers who give a child anything they ask for breed in them the sense of entitlement. The world has other things in store for that child.
10) All of us fall short of the mark of perfect success. Yet never stop trying to hit it. This is true perseverance.
11) Too often do we find ourselves at war with those so eagerly desiring to “help” us.
12) We as humans, rely on our friends around us and are often disappointed, perhaps we are just as fallible as our friends.
13) Rationality exists for the benefit of those willing to use it.
14) Where permission exists, theft cannot - John Conrad
15) Mankind strives to better the natural world around him thru the applications of science. Perhaps he could do better if he did not forget the natural world in the process.
16) Things left unsaid in a room full of friends are invisible obstacles to happiness.
17) Our personal viewpoint is tinted by our past experiences.
18) Is a lost cause really lost, or just the followers who are lost?
19) Not one whit nor whittle, save that is lost, can a man ere regret.
20) learning includes memorization and repetition, but also facilitation of the utilization.
21) Man is not the only taskmaster. We are all enslaved by something.
22) A nag is worse than a leaky faucet.
23) Value is born of desire. No one thing, save the human soul, has any eternal consequence.
24) If fact is rooted in fiction, then the fruits of facts are fictions.
25) An ounce of sugar can buy more than a pound of flour.
26) Any limitation ever placed upon yourself, was meant to control you. It is habit that we limit ourselves thereafter.
27) Religion is a cancer, spreading where it will, destroying all around it to it's own purposes.
28) To quit a good thing in the face of adversity is to admit to all around you that you were wrong and that the enterprise was doomed from the beginning.
29) A crying baby is only truly appeased when you find out what it is that they truly need.
30) Before any campaign, the wise general tallies the forces.
31) Conservation is rarely applied to the social world. The Ecological world feels it is the only one deserving of this attribute.


1) Old floors and old women keep no secrets.
2) If knowledge is power and learning is empowerment, then why do we let people who can't read finish schooling?
3) Do not resent law enforcement for trivial matters. A law is a law for a purpose.
4) Don’t steal from those who cut your paycheck, but don’t let them steal from you either.
5) Mens minds are partitions within rooms behind doors. A woman's mind echoes everything.
6) Never state for fact what may be only guesswork. Opinions are seldom the truth.
7) World travel changes a person so dramatically, upon return home; they often find strangers where they once found family.
8) It’s my experience that the rich are more greedy than the poor.
9) A person who believes themselves to always be right, will continue to do so even while bringing himself into disaster.
10) The “Business Cycle” is a myth if thought to be accidental.
11) Too many sweets take their toll. Too many sweet words taka a much larger toll.
12) Complacency breeds the need of convenience.
13) Excess baggage is excessively not needed.
14) A lottery winner who was poor to begin with, will find that the winnings were a curse when the money dries up.
15) Life is too serious to laugh about. Living, however, is too funny to be serious about.
16) My reality dictates what is only inside me from my understanding of the truths of my own experience.
17) leaving a well marked road often results in becoming lost. A GPS is no substitute for headlights.
18) "Impossible" becomes "Possible" when "I-M" is destroyed.
19) The weak man cries out over anything while the strong man chooses to weep over few things.
20) Pride in ones work can mean two things. You have no self supporting pride in yourself and place it solely in your work or just the opposite... you just like to see a job well done.
21) If you have a job, do it well, no matter how much grief you receive. Smile and work harder.
22) The internet is mans attempt to rewrite itself.
23) Artificial intelligence is what we often refer to as a computer who decides what to do for us.
24) “Fire in the hole” is both an offensive and defensive alert.
25) Bravery and foolishness are seen as synonyms by the timid.
26) He who fails to study geography fails to care for the world they live on.
27) No one gets away with murder. The conscience is its own animal.
28) Failure to give a gift to a child with instructions leads to the dismal parent who rues the gifts existence.
29) Democrats and Republicans are not the only parties in the United States Government, although they would like you to think that they are.
30) Don’t scare off new acquaintances. Cultivate them into connections.


1) Never give up on a dream. Re-evaluate your goals. Never quit believing.
2) Rescuing fools in need is a full time practice. Stop. They will just need more and more.
3) Survival depends on primarily your lack of shame and secondarily on your ability to adapt.
4) Just as height rarely determines ones occupation, age rarely defines maturity.
5) Marriage for the sake of an unborn child is the worst mistake. Two wrongs do not make a right.
6) While love holds our hopes in its hands it is faith that build up our love into a more beautiful thing than we could ever hoped to imagine.
7) Asking permission before doing something could be wisdom or folly... Depending on who you ask.
8) Passive consumerism leads all men to poverty. Active consumerism leads all men to a brighter life.
9) Home is an extension of ones own security.
10) It does not matter what color the walls are when the foundation cracks.
11) When an evil man wins in court we all seem to know what would have been best for him.
12) Why do the important dreams seem to fade quicker than the irrelevant ones?
13) If you do something you enjoy, it is pleasure, When you are forced to do the same thing, often it becomes toil.
14) If morality is a wall of unchanging stone, Ethics then, is the wave that strives to defeat it.
15) Ones religion often springs up early in life and then modifies itself into what we are truly to become later.
16) How many times do we believe that we can change things just by a different attitude towards what we already perform?
17) To quiet the pains in their head, how many of us strike at our thumbs with a hammer?
18) Is the idea of fire, really a fire? Or does the spark turn it into something else?
19) Always tip more than you think you should. Generosity finds you when you least expect it.
20) Being alone and being lonely are seldom the same.
21) Those who rely on God are never disappointed yet often dissatisfied. He always answers the prayers of the earnest, often the answers are not the ones we like.
22) Whoever decides that alcohol helps them also decides that reality hurts them.
23) Information is not the highway to enlightenment… Understanding is.
24) A wise person hordes the application of information. An idiot forgets what he learned.
25) The proper attitude turns a sour subject into a tolerable one.
26) A brittle tree cracks in the wind. The hardest wind cannot snap a flexible branch.
27) Who we are depends not on who we meet as much as who we get to know.
28) The more we learn, the more we grow, the more we are able to learn. Repeat.
29) If you make people laugh, they try to remember you, If you make them weep, they try to forget you.
30) Life is too short to worry about who picks up the check.
31) Only God gives that blessing that causes life to fully succeed resisting death.


1) Psychology is a system of the invention of ailments for the prescription of drugs to produce more ailments.
2) a long silence betrays confidence.
3) respect is earned. empowerment is entitled.
4) 'everyone always asks me that.' is a statement made by an utter fool or an utter genius.
5) the to-do lists ones make are never as important as we would like them to be.
6) the rearing of children takes more than one person. single parenthood is a crime.
7) makers make. takers take. this is economics.
8) hard work is not an attribute. how you feel about it is.
9) Reciprocity is not only the rule... it is a universal law.
10) there are three kinds of people in the world. those who see the glass as half empty, those who see it as half full and those who ask - 'who drank my water?'.
11) pretty people are merely younger versions of wrinkled people.
12) thieves and cowards have much in common.
13) Active listening involves hearing, listening and responding.
14) Train up a child in the way that they should go, not in the direction we would like them to go.
15) do not look at your past except to learn.
16) those who are forced into positions will always act resentful.
17) Chasing something can be the most infuriating or rewarding of experiences.
18) one can betray others by simply talking or not talking.
19) Need and love are counter one another, not counter-parts.
20) The Spirit and Body are two forces on a balance. The Mind is the fulcrum of decision.
21) Embarrassment aside, don’t hesitate to do a good thing.
22) those who find happiness in others are quickly let down once expectations fail.
23) when a person is a doormat, all men are over him.
24) Which is changed more in the end… The mission or the missionary?
25) If laughter is the best medicine, is sorrow the best sickness?
26) blaming others is the work of an exhausted soul.
27) To deny the weather is absurd. To accept it and handle the outcome is the reality. So is anything in your life.
28) Any movement that causes excitement should also strive to make change.
29) few men cut their own path in life. most people do what has been done already.
30) the root of your sin is your self.


1) Sharing knowledge shouldn’t be rare. Some of the best things come thru joint efforts. also some of the most deadly.
2) A good counterfeiter does not study copies, he only studies originals.
3) children usually exceed their parents in all forms. whether in discipline or destruction.
4) All men are created spiritually equal. The remainder of the make-up is never equal, despite what others might say.
5) a love of a brother is beyond all friends.
6) Not all music tames the savage beast. Terrible music makes it even more savage.
7) A startling truth is a slap in the face. It is often needed, but never appreciated.
8) love is a two part story. infatuation and commitment. most only know the first part.
9) an observant person is not critical, they merely know more than they let on.
10) A lover on a cold night either keeps you warm or steals the blankets.
11) competence in ones job should not deserve congratulations. we should expect competence in all things.
12) Learning something new everyday pays off in the strangest of situations.
13) If you ever find yourself wondering whether or not you should do a good deed… Quit wondering, and do it.
14) more than half your life should be dedicated to what you will leave behind.
15) all men are called to freedom. but we should not use this calling to destroy, only to build.
16) Quitting is failure. Quitting while you're ahead is success.
17) Why does "sexy" refers to sexual activity and not gender?
18) Becoming more of the person you want to be is not the point. True growth involves becoming more of who you already are.
19) Who values something if it costs nothing?
20) even a stupid man looks smart when he keeps his mouth shut and smiles.
21) shall we demand the right to judge others if we cannot let them judge us first?
22) Any awkward conversation is dispelled by the infusion of humor.
23) the very old and the very young hold one thing in common. they do not care what you think about them.
24) family is born not of blood, but of the spirit.
25) a tradition of love, acceptance and forgiveness is better than any other holiday virtue.
26) a sorrowful song can move mountains where all other tools fail.
27) If parts of the globe are susceptible to warming, they are also susceptible to cooling.
28) children's smiles are more important than the stock market.
29) five compliments equal one insult. more perhaps.
30) a loser to me is not one who sits on the sides of the bell curve. it is those in the middle who lose the most.
31) if alcoholism is a disease, then so is terrorism.


we know what's happening... we know what pain they have to be going thru...
the question is, WHY WHY WHY!!!!!!!

pauly hart art

my friend made these pictures of my artwork. mary. she's really cool.
she's a professional photographer but this was her first art shoot.
she did pretty good. i got some real nice photos done for trade.
ahh yes, gultching is the way to go. let's create a new currency.

barry and stuart at their best

jim gaffigan - hot pockets

i have no idea....

pretty funny

10 year old skateboarding genius


here's a comic dated november 1st.

there are actually more. i've made january 1st - november 1st so far. time
will tell if i put them all up or not. here is the rss feed site that brings
you all of them so far...

have fun... it's a big page load i'm warning you!



some of you might know me from the u.s.v.i. or michigan or colorado or kansas
or oklahoma or indiana or new york or texas or _________...

some of you might know me from online as someone that you never met but i thought
you looked cool and friended you.

some of you don't know me at all.

but if you want to know one thing about me, know that i dwell in an alternate
reality called bitstripland. it's kind of like candy land or oz but there are
no scary monsters trying to put you into a kettle and make you soup.

well. one would think anyway.

i try to be optimistic and artistic and all the beautiful things in life and
i succeed some of the time.

other times i don't

so i resign myself to creation anyway.

i like to create. painting, singing, writing, acting. you name it. but i would h
ave to say that the main point or thrust of my creative endeavors these days has
been online at a site that is referred to in the title of this blog post.

what it is... hmmm... perhaps the best way to decribe it is to steal a line from
the owner (named B-A) and say taht it's a lot like youtube for comics.

you can create a character, create a scene, place that character in your scene
and make a comic out of it, then make that character your avatar and send an
email with that character saying something, then remix that character and give it
a moustache and remix the scene that you just created...


pretty dazzling if i do say so. 'so'. heh.

what a great idea. i can't draw more than weird paisley doodles and raindrops
and squiggles but i can make strips.

i actually have made quite a bundle. 829 of them to date. some of them are ART,
but most of them are just plain goofy and silly. there have been a couple attempts
at combining writing in bitstips and even a drama series, but mainly i just love
to make them for their own sake. to exist.

it's fun. it's free. and you only have to have a mouse/keyboard/moniter attached
to a common CPU encased in a frame with an i-net connection to work it out. oh,
and a browser capible of flash 9.

you might decide later that you need a nap and then a shit and a bite to eat
because you've realized that you've been bit-stripping for over five hours once
you get started.

it's just that powerful.

check it out.

i did.

and gained twenty pounds in the process. rofl. what color was the sky again?


missing electricity

a brief biography on nikola tesla and what the world forgot about him... please watch these clips!

part 1

part 2

part 3

part 4

i love this song!

cloverfield movie download

yo kids. watch a really crazy scary movie for free!

click here to download this awesome movie!!!


the most random songs allowed

today on www.random.org i investigated the Jazz Scale Generator session
program. here are two songs that you might want to get involved with...


song #1 'ere the beauty' (easy)

(i selected all strings, all keys but only chords and majors with 4 scales.
song arrangement is mine.)

Play a major chord in F# (Gb) with attack on the 1st string
Play a major 7th chord in A with attack on the 3rd string

Play a major 7th chord in F with attack on the 5th string
Play a major 7th chord in F with attack on the 1st string

Play a major chord in F# (Gb) with attack on the 1st string
Play a major 7th chord in A with attack on the 3rd string

Play a major 7th chord in F with attack on the 1st string
Play a major chord in F# (Gb) with attack on the 1st string

Play a major 7th chord in F with attack on the 1st string
Play a major chord in F# (Gb) with attack on the 1st string


song #2 'ratcliff rejoined' (difficult)

(i selected all available boxes and then clicked on the option to generate 5.
song arrangement is mine.)

Play a major 7th chord in A with attack on the 6th string
Play a diminished 7th chord in F# (Gb) with attack on the 3rd string

Play a diminished 7th arpeggio in Bb with attack on the 3rd string

Play a minor chord in A with attack on the 6th string
Play a major pent chord in Bb with attack on the 2nd string

Play a major 7th chord in A with attack on the 6th string
Play a diminished 7th chord in F# (Gb) with attack on the 3rd string
Play a major 7th chord in A with attack on the 6th string
Play a diminished 7th chord in F# (Gb) with attack on the 3rd string

Play a diminished 7th arpeggio in Bb with attack on the 3rd string
Play a diminished 7th arpeggio in Bb with attack on the 3rd string

Play a minor chord in A with attack on the 6th string
Play a major pent chord in Bb with attack on the 2nd string

Play a major 7th chord in A with attack on the 6th string
Play a diminished 7th chord in F# (Gb) with attack on the 3rd string
Play a major 7th chord in A with attack on the 6th string
Play a diminished 7th chord in F# (Gb) with attack on the 3rd string


have fun!

american blackout

eminems mosh video

***explicit lyrics***
***contains profanity***
***contains truth***

awesome mos def and eminem video

***explicit lyrics***
***contains profanity***
***contains truth***

viggo reads poetry???

A People's History Of American Empire By Howard Zinn

Moon Moth... Todays random animal

The Comet Moth or Moon Moth(Argema mittrei), a large silk moth, is found only
in the wild in certain parts of Madagascar but is able to be breed in captivity.
In Madagascar are a few breeding areas and there are a few zoos that attempt
breeding too. Some of them are quite successful.

The Madagascan Moon Moth or Comet Moth is one of the world's biggest, the male
has a wing span of twenty centimeters and a tail span of fifteen centimeters.
As a Moth they only live for 4 or 5 days and they are only fertile the first
day after getting out of the cocoon.

As a caterpillar they feed on eucalyptus leaves (only fresh ones, which makes
it harder to breed them in captivity) and grow to a reasonable size before
getting in the cocoon. They stay in there for about two to six months depending
on the climate.

This particular type of moth only lives in Madagascar of the south coast of
Africa. It is an endangered species.

some new poems

then= polaris

t= you want me to want you
34= i want you to want me too

west = cause i am in a basket
#3= held by misfortune
22= my heart is captured
gust = by whatever it is that breaks you

t= so you kissed me when i hurt you
34= you want me, i want you too

}}} i fell that day under your power {{{
}}} i want to take you down and under {{{
}}} but your friends hold you down {{{
}}} and in the slowest hour, i saw you frown {{{

))) but i am not giving up growing older (((
))) though the nights are crawling slower (((
))) i wonder where you are (((
))) when i gaze up at your favorite (star) (((

]]] Polaris [[[

west= and whatever happened to us
#3= when i see the sky
22= and all that goes with it

gust= Polaris

Copyright 2008 by pauly hart



i am born again

Jesus is the comforter of my heart
Jesus is the one whom i say yes to
Jesus is the lover of my soul

Comforter is the blanket of joy
Comforter is the shadow witin action
Comforter is my hands, mouth and feet

Abba is my holiness eternal
Abba is my victory and life
Abba is my will and destiny

Copyright 2008 by pauly hart



Captured and Counted

All the moments
All the time
I have been here
Every time

All the seconds
Counting lines
You have mimicked
All of mine

All the minutes
Every lie
I have counted
Every sign

When your heart breaks
In seven thousand pieces
And you are broken
Lost crushed alone

Your soul drifts
Farther away
You are a billion
Miles from home

And your father
He beats you
And your mother

But they cannot help you
They do not listen
This is your story
You see Your life

We are the leaders
Where are the men
Where are the women
To break us again

When does it let up
When will it end
Will a glorious savior
Come again

Copyright 2008 by pauly hart




Am I just as lost as I think that I am
Or am I as lost as I feel
Am I doing alright today
Are things becoming clear

Am I as crazy as I act
Or surprisingly steady
What is my brain withholding
Where does it all go

Am I living my dreams
Or just dreaming my life

Copyright 2008 by pauly hart




I find myself looking up
At my futures bleak moment in time
I capture myself within your love
What else is there to do
But to go away forever

When you have no more money
When your lost and alone
And your mind drifts so far away
A million miles from home

The smallest of moments take all day
A tear forming before you try
When will your ship come in for you
It shouldn’t be a surprise

When I go away forever

And you come up to the waters edge
Listen to the breakers crash
So many galaxys above you
You know that they wont last

And now they go away forever

Copyright 2008 by pauly hart




Why do we grow up
And colors turn moldy
Why does time slip away
Faster every second

We forget for naught
The things that we want
Why does the crippler
Break us in two

To be much more
I have til this very moment
To be more of who I am
Becoming the superhero zero

I will live each day
Like it was my final
Death cannot take me
Away away away away

Copyright 2008 by pauly hart